I act like I'm....

I act like I'm not able to hear what they say...... but I do
I act like I don't see the things you dont want me to see.... but I do
I act like I don't care what you say about me...... but I do
I act like everything is okay.... but it's not
I act like it's not a big deal... but most is
I act like I don't love you... but I'm completely, uncontroably in love with you!

Just call Me Jilly

Haha, call me Jilly. i didnt know what to right about so I just pput something down. aarg i feel so random tight now. googly woogly hammer mammer, woooo i feel good. Hahahahahahahahahah I just want to burst out singing and dancing. rawr rawr rawr rawr hehehe. this is me being bored cuz im bored errrrrrg eeeeeewww. ok well then.calll me jilly uggggggh thjdkfosdjfpo haha

What does the dday of my birth say about me.

- Spiritual and God- fearing. - Good looking. - Cheerful and Enthusiastic. - Ever ready to learn and try out new things. - Serious about life. - Like to make others happy. - Sensitive. - Fun person. - Clairvoyant. - Nature lover.

November 24, 1996 My birthday profile

Your Birthday Profile
I've been living for 12 years, 10 months, and 14 days.I was born on a Sunday.My date of conception was probably 3rd March 1996.I've seen 4 leap years.My Zodiac Sign is Sagittarius.My Chinese Zodiac Sign is Rat.My R...uling Planet is Jupiter.My Birthstone is Topaz.My Birth Flower is Chrysanthemum.My Birth Tree is Ash Tree.My Birth Number is 33.Time till my next Birthday 46 days 19 hours 0 mins. My Lucky Color is Blue or Purple.My Lucky Day is Thursday.My Lucky Number is Five.

Found something out.

In the last blog i posted How I fell after January 2, 2009, I said how sad I was. Today I relised it wasn't right for me to say that I was sad. I shouldn't say that I was so sad I have alot coming for me. Not to brag about my school life but I am really doing good. Otherwise, at home it's tough I sometimes worry that i won't be able to get the things I need for school or stuff like that. I am sad about my grandmothers death, who wouldn't be be upset about a death. I wish I could've said goodbye to her but it's to late. One day I will be able to see her again and tell her how much I loved my favorite grandma.

Something to new to write about

I need a second topic to write things about. My first topic is about writing aboout my feelings, school, blah blah blah blah. I might start a new topic about the world kind of like a news paper. Idk so comment, comment, comment. Thanks, I will surely be on later.

Probably going to move in like a year:[

I think my mom is to that point where she is tired of living here. We don't have the money to move but she has been working alot.... most likely to get us out of this mess people call life. My only problem is making new friends. I'm really good in that area because I am to shy. This was a horrible post I will get on later to make a new one.



p.s. Im pretty sure nobody will reliase that I am gone so it wouldn't be such a loss in me moving. More fear on my part though.

How I've been feeling since after January 2 , 2009 at 8:46 p.m

Before January 2, 2009 I was okay smiley and going with the flow. What was January 2, 2009,.. the day my best friend, my hero, my grandmother died. Words cant describe how I feel ever since then. People may look at me and think that I have the best life ever that I've got so many friends that I can talk to but I don't. Ever since then all I've wanted to do was cry. My heart is broken and I can't find the pieces to glue it back together. I can't think straight. There's to much worries, pain, and hopeless dreams that I know won't happen tearing me apart. My eyes are filled with tears and my heart hurts. When can I breathe again? I don't know I don't think I'll never know. I can't talk to anybody because they don't care or listen they go back to what is going good in their lives. Will tomorrow be a better day... probably not,but my fake smile will hide my tears. Now my smile is a frown and I'm not going with flow anymore.