Smile

Haha well my best guy buddies were so awesome at the church caroling thing wednesday. we had to take three buses because there was alot of us and they didnt put hay on the trailer. As I was saying they would help the little kids get off the bus and they would ask if they wanted to ride on their shoulders, I thought it was so sweet. Just thought Id put that on here because I havent posted in awhile but anyways wednesday was fun cant wait until wednesday night church comes back after Christmas Break......

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Since we got out of school early today ive been at the house alone its so painful sometimes.

Temporary Home

I love this song it's called Temporary Home by Carrie Underwood. It's about our place on Earth, our temporary home, until we go home with God. It's an amazing song. Carrie Underwood has an amazing voice, this song is really good for her.

Yayyyyy us... Yayyyyyyyyyy me

Yesterday was my birthday, I turned 13. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving... yum, but its my first thanksgiving without my grandmother, gosh I miss her so freaking much. LALALA well my bday was good went to go see The Blind Side with my grandma. great aunt. Bayleigh, and Trent it was great. I don't know what to wright. Well anyways gonna go fix the myspace profile. Laters.

Without tv. and forever how good my friends are.!

So, I'm sitting here at home without the tv because mom didnt pay the bill on time. Now we have to talk and she is on the phone with her husband and he is being annoying. Oh and ya lets just say this school is awesome because my two bestest friends Bayleigh and Aaron make my day and make me laugh everday. Macey my Best friend, is nnow a meadow bronco, she makes me laugh to. Without those three what would I do... I guess my life would be bad. I almost forgot my first best friend Caroline she is my sister. Thanks to my friends you help me be me. Brooklyn, I haven't talked to you in a while, but you will always be my buddy no matter what happens. Again this was for my friends to show how long I will love them

I act like I'm....

I act like I'm not able to hear what they say...... but I do
I act like I don't see the things you dont want me to see.... but I do
I act like I don't care what you say about me...... but I do
I act like everything is okay.... but it's not
I act like it's not a big deal... but most is
I act like I don't love you... but I'm completely, uncontroably in love with you!

Just call Me Jilly

Haha, call me Jilly. i didnt know what to right about so I just pput something down. aarg i feel so random tight now. googly woogly hammer mammer, woooo i feel good. Hahahahahahahahahah I just want to burst out singing and dancing. rawr rawr rawr rawr hehehe. this is me being bored cuz im bored errrrrrg eeeeeewww. ok well then.calll me jilly uggggggh thjdkfosdjfpo haha

What does the dday of my birth say about me.

- Spiritual and God- fearing. - Good looking. - Cheerful and Enthusiastic. - Ever ready to learn and try out new things. - Serious about life. - Like to make others happy. - Sensitive. - Fun person. - Clairvoyant. - Nature lover.

November 24, 1996 My birthday profile

Your Birthday Profile
I've been living for 12 years, 10 months, and 14 days.I was born on a Sunday.My date of conception was probably 3rd March 1996.I've seen 4 leap years.My Zodiac Sign is Sagittarius.My Chinese Zodiac Sign is Rat.My R...uling Planet is Jupiter.My Birthstone is Topaz.My Birth Flower is Chrysanthemum.My Birth Tree is Ash Tree.My Birth Number is 33.Time till my next Birthday 46 days 19 hours 0 mins. My Lucky Color is Blue or Purple.My Lucky Day is Thursday.My Lucky Number is Five.

Found something out.

In the last blog i posted How I fell after January 2, 2009, I said how sad I was. Today I relised it wasn't right for me to say that I was sad. I shouldn't say that I was so sad I have alot coming for me. Not to brag about my school life but I am really doing good. Otherwise, at home it's tough I sometimes worry that i won't be able to get the things I need for school or stuff like that. I am sad about my grandmothers death, who wouldn't be be upset about a death. I wish I could've said goodbye to her but it's to late. One day I will be able to see her again and tell her how much I loved my favorite grandma.

Something to new to write about

I need a second topic to write things about. My first topic is about writing aboout my feelings, school, blah blah blah blah. I might start a new topic about the world kind of like a news paper. Idk so comment, comment, comment. Thanks, I will surely be on later.

Probably going to move in like a year:[

I think my mom is to that point where she is tired of living here. We don't have the money to move but she has been working alot.... most likely to get us out of this mess people call life. My only problem is making new friends. I'm really good in that area because I am to shy. This was a horrible post I will get on later to make a new one.



p.s. Im pretty sure nobody will reliase that I am gone so it wouldn't be such a loss in me moving. More fear on my part though.

How I've been feeling since after January 2 , 2009 at 8:46 p.m

Before January 2, 2009 I was okay smiley and going with the flow. What was January 2, 2009,.. the day my best friend, my hero, my grandmother died. Words cant describe how I feel ever since then. People may look at me and think that I have the best life ever that I've got so many friends that I can talk to but I don't. Ever since then all I've wanted to do was cry. My heart is broken and I can't find the pieces to glue it back together. I can't think straight. There's to much worries, pain, and hopeless dreams that I know won't happen tearing me apart. My eyes are filled with tears and my heart hurts. When can I breathe again? I don't know I don't think I'll never know. I can't talk to anybody because they don't care or listen they go back to what is going good in their lives. Will tomorrow be a better day... probably not,but my fake smile will hide my tears. Now my smile is a frown and I'm not going with flow anymore.

Havent posted in forever. But huh and wow

Things at school are weird and awkward in a way. i hate saying this but my friends are starting to turn into old friends and people just to walk by and say hey to. I barely ever talk to my best friend anymore and she know who she is. Now I look at people and its like they're zombies, funny zombies, some of them at least. Some people look like zombies anyways. Well anyway Im nervous about this year, because its like fifth grade and down and again I really dont want to lose my friends. Now, lets talk about band. This year it is so much harder i can barely do some of the excersises on the warmup. Last year I was one of the best but this year im at the bottom and it sucks. Dont get me started on my advanced classes. We have to keep our grade up in them so it has to be up at an 85 or above at the sixth weeks. If you dont do that than you are kicked out of all your classes even if the other classes are higer than an 85. Now there is a bright side to this. We are older this year and we arent called the little sixth graders anymore by the seventh and eighth graders. I think I caught you all up on my 7th grade year so far. That will be all for today tomorrow i might try to get on and write a poem or a song or something like that. so bye-bye

PARTY OMG ABOUT TO CRASH

OMG PULLED AN ALL NIGHTER IM SO TIRED RIGHT NOW. IT WAS KIND OF DRAMA FILLED BUT O WELL IDC. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. WELL MIM GONNA GO...






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JILLIAN

Question and Answers

Questions & Answers
Don't Lie

What are You doing right now...
typing this


If you could go to New York right now would you...
depends...where am I going to stay

Have you ever took a nap longer than 3 hours...
duh, it's called bedtime

Where will you be in a few hours...
I have no idea

What do you want to be doing right now...
packing my bags to go on vacation

Do you like the life your living now...
sorta of kinda

What are is your main idea for a career when you grow up...
I want to be a pediatrician DOCTOR

What Would You Do For a.....

Haha I bet you've heard of those klondike bar commercials. You haven't... well I'm just going to have to tell you then...... but in my own way.

Hershey Bars

What would you do for a HERSHEY BAR???

Would you chase a duck into the dirtiest water and bite it on the butt...

Would you give up 100,000,000 dollars for it.....

Would you chase a horse into a field of cacti for tacos.....

Would you live in a deserted area of ocean field with sharks that eat tacos and humans......

Would you give your cellphone to a hobo.......

I bet you wouldn't do most of these especially bite the duck on the butt... or would you..?

I should be making one new blog a day.

The 55 minute phone conversation....

I just got off the phone with a person......[ thats all you should know;}]. If I could get one point across to that person... what would it be.? Dosen't that person know that the person they like can like somebody else to and the peson that is doing or will do anything for them is secretly crushing on them..... I'm just saying..../.

NEW TOPIC

The 3 wishes of the first semester of the 2009-2010 school year...

1. Must get a CRUSH OR BOYFRIEND
2. Make ALL A's
3. Get PEOPLE TO KNOW ME

That will be all for now might have to babysitt tomarrow so I don't know if I will be able to get on.....

Bye,

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