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ahhhh help me. nobody post anymore. its so sad!!

Not even gray but she buries her baby.....

Wow this summer has been crazy, especially when my cousin came down. I think we walked to the local school to hang out like 7 times the first 2 days she was here. Tomorrow I'm going to the mall with my cousin sara and my friend Bayleigh. I'm glad my gma is dropping us and taking the little kids with her to see a movie. So,ya, that was like a really corny post. soo i'm gonna go now. BYE

P.S. I might get a Shane Dawson t-shirt tomorrow from hot topic. SO GIDDY with JOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Summer, Please don't go to soon.

I just got home earlier from popping fireworks. To me it always seems that after the 4th of July summer goes by faster than a freight train. Next year I'm going to make sure I have a great time in school since, of course, it is my last year of middle school. I'm actually going to go to a school dance and become a band manager for the high school so I can go places with them and my life wont be so ridiculous.
Okay,well I'm going to go now. Bye!

~JILLIAN :}

Long time, no Post!

Hello, I'm back. It's been crazy lately. April 21st we had our band contest we won 1st division[the best]. May 11th we went to the music festival contest for recording and got 1st divsion[techniqually 2nd division because there was a division 0 outstanding]. Then we had our end of the year band concert which was pretty sad because the 8th graders are going to be in high school and they were really cool. Then today, it's been very boring lately. Tomorrow I'm getting an award for who knows what. So that's all. BYE!

"I know you love me, I know you care!'

Short post time. Today was so just so... words can't explain how I feel right now. Ohhh I know BLESSED!

We just have to face the fact that we're growing UP.

I got my haircut Tuesday wish I didn't though. I really don't want school to end. I'm not ready to be an 8th grader or then be in high school. My mom says it's just apart og growing up. I know it's part of growning up but I'm scared. Maybe I just don't want to lose some people. It's like the day you thought would never arrive finally does. My stomach is filled with butterflies just at thought of growning up and losing friends and making friends. I can't see myself without them especially one special someone. I just have to face the fact that I'm not going to be a BMS 7th grader forever. High school could be the very best years of my life, like middle school is, or it can be like elementary school, HORRIBLE!!! But I think one of the reasons I really don't want the school year to end is because HE won't be here anymore and that will be the end of everything that should've been.

P.S. Im never getting my bangs cut again.

Your Eyes are My Everlasting Song!

Well, there's sort of an explanation behind the title. I really like someone but I don't know if he likes me back. I know he notices me. I just wish we were friends. We've only said a couple words to each other since we met[which was last year]. Maybe before the end off the year we'll become friends and then hopefully more one day.